pffft~

Sitting down and looking at the busy street, reflecting the past..
hectic life shall i say it would be... yes!
Ever since the Revenge of the Jimmy.. being a rebellious kiddo..
I was sent to a boarding school at the age of 16, the shock of what i've gain there was a great experience..
Unfortunately, got expelled from the school at the age of 17.. @@
Non of the school in my hometown would accept me as a student, due to my record..
I do not put my blame on anyone but myself. Admitting myself for being an idiot..
The Principle of the school tried to request me to register my final test somewhere else.. due to i failed all the subject in my trial exam. Yet i gave him a wonderful slap on the face.. =)
as soon as i was questioned of what i wanted to do.. and committed to bsc of arts in some sort of business and marketing bla bla course..
wasted 2 years by failing the program.. so, switch my course into hotel.. which is fun.. that consumed 3 years away from home including the wasted time..
another crazy act of saying wanted to go abroad.. so i went.. to america.. another 3 years.. legend huh?? 6 years for a degree?? i am a bad student..
the experience abroad was a great one.. which lesson and lessons were taught by things i never thought of..  it wasn't fun after all.. as a challenger.. i've challenge myself to the max.
where i am working full time and part time.. with another 5 classes in a tri.. which consume most of my time.. where 6 hours of sleep if i am lucky..
yes! i survived.. and looked sick! hahaha.. idiotic move.. but it's fun..
during that mean time, it wasn't fun at all..
people going against you.. managing hassle and how to deal with problem.. yet i screwed tons of it..
i admit for the mistake that i've done.. because it would be the greatest lesson to happen by that time rather than at the later hand.. =P ok.. fine.. sorry..
after taking pretty long break.. finally.. i found a job.. again.. in one of the country at asia.. a lil new york i shall say.. pretty much..
it seems i seldom and rarely be at home for the past 8 years.. it wasn't fun.. it would be another unknown years of me being away from home..
sooner or later.. i don't know where actually i would be in..
being fortunate? or unfortunate?
I don't know.. maybe kept accepting stress and challenges?? hoping everything would be so much different after all.. =)

after months, i'm finally back up here.
it was basically fun for several weeks, but not the after weeks..
maybe a culture shock? well it sounds crazy when i say culture shock at a place where i used to grew up for most of the time in my life..
or i shall say.. the returning of culture shock to be a lil bit exact!
Been working in certain industries for several years..
it wasn't as ideal to see things like this.. or maybe when i see too many things around while i was traveling..
to be a lil dishonored, i speaks straight to the point..
what people are acting here, it wasn't as what i've seen based on the previous image where i posses in my mindset.
this were a little bit more into uncommon.. not to say in a way of uncommon. a way of wtf..
maybe after 3 years window period of i'm away.. things had changed.. hahaha!

in another way round.. i really out of my actual concern..
it just doesn't seems to be something that make sense to me anymore..
thou, anything that basically could affect me in another way round..
thus.. i think i need to adapt to this weird changes.. lolx..
will see

..

Possessing the opportunity to travel aboard for studies would be an advantage, where as the experience of life as well as education would benefits us.
towards myself, seeing things around and learning the quality of life would be what i've got for so far.
it really took me a few years to learn a little of it.
Life with parents/ families are always good, until you see the earth..
PURA VIDA! the signature of Costa Rica..
where all the life goes on country.
No doubt! i'm in love it it.
To put things into reality, it really amaze me.
People with lower earnings having good time with friends and family.
They might not care how much they earn, to be more straight to the point! they care what kind of life they are having.
PURA VIDA means REAL Life / PURE LIFE! where to be exact, LA VIDA PURA!
We, people are being implant with labels of Chanel, Hermes, LV, GUCCI and etc.
did we ever question ourself, if people doesn't discover LV from a ship that sank in the sea, what would they be? are their leather good enough? wake up guys.. paying thousand to LV for a 2 stripes of leather with combination of the plastic leather? worth it? exclude certain brands.
Don't be blind for all the fancy goodies! okay, i was this typo of person. with severals guccis, LVs, Giorgio Armanis, Bottega and etc!
yes! it is non of your business or mine.
to put things towards a clearer parts, do we ever considered about our environment for our next generations?
Does the development of the humans causes the labeling issue? or we value ourself with the labels of those branded goodies?
are we better off by having those stuff?
Think Twice!

Costa Rica

the matter fact of, i am going to write the beginning of the 2nd half.. of whatever i had left off.
well.. let me start of with the ending of the car accident that i've had during the april 2nd.
however.. things seems to be like.. err.. don't know how to explain it.. guess got to be prepared even after 3 months and getting the words that i probably got covered..
thus.. i'm currently with my study abroad. well should say that would be another short study abroad to me..
during the very 1st day.. guess what.. i'm literary start off a conversation with my newly known roommate with. "do you drink?? whisky?? dude.. i got to make myself pass off tonight.. wanna have some?"
this totally sounds no bueno.. end up with a nickname of an alcoholic.. haha.. that's not really right..
thou.. things were awesome at san jose and tortuguero was awesome..
get to see tons of wild life.. haula throwing poop at the another boat driver..
knowing how jesus christ lizard act like and tons of birds.. i shall say..
green turtle lay eggs with my own witness.. and adpot my little turtle and named it ninja, which about to hatch around 20th of july.. which would be a couple days away!
been staying in a lodge and doing certain research and etc.. learnt tons of stuff and doing ton of stuff.. and loving it..
hiking, exploring and learning is the basis key of us..
making new friends and stuff..
things that really made me upset had basically had occurred..
truthfully and honestly
i am a survivor that couldn't afford to be poor, especially being poor without my homie..
friendship aka relationship of a little families of brother and sister hood.
i am pissed, but that's the fact
i am sad, and that's another fact. what could i basically do for it no to happen and i don't know..
i really hope that the law of attraction that i've learned and shall say i've tried to master could help..
honestly.. i am currently like a bird without it's wings to ensure the little brother and sister hood will stay together.. emotionally i am totally sad.. sad of having the thoughts of not able to see my brother and sisters were leaving me.. and it's about a week or two's process..
that would be the resent of mine to posses of.
i wish i could do something..
but everything is not within my control..
now i know.. and realize that.. being well known from the top towards the middle class of certain country doesn't help this situation at all..
even the owner or the consultant of certain establishment..
i felt like i'm an ant that walks around on the ground.. where i could be dead just by a simple step on my body..
my truthful wish..
to be an ultimate man, that sets everything right!

gonna sing while frying pork fried rice

teng teng leng~

it's been awhile.. a fucking long while i haven't update my blog other than the stupid clip of my car accident.
it's past dawn, where i could see the legit sunlight shining softly across the cloudy clouds.
the day before my graduation was the presidential dinner, where as the last function that i would serve and i am done with working at banquet.
As a sommelier, forcing knowledge into my brains is hard because i don't memorize~
thus, during the day itself.
using part of the empty ball room to set up the sommelier station.
study harder for it? HELL NO! spent all of the time, playing, talking, making fun for ppl till they cry.. and that's all.
then end of the service is when all of us, stand up front and talk.
tears and cheers.
memories of the ups and downs.
memories of the arguments we all had, because we cared as a family of banquet.
the graduating seniors! that's the last night..
after that moment, we are all working for our dreams.
no longer knowing when the next meeting we all will meet, but we know facebook we will! =P
oh well well, walking my convoy. errr.. whatever.. not important..
then do something i should do and ya.. nth else..
vegas, orlando and now? i am broke.. hehe
broke broke..
what to do? my fucking lesson..
ya.. no regrets! experience i took it as! *experience is from the wrong decision* (hopefully my last mistake)
ok la.. now.. packing.. organizing.. then what? leaving the USA..
go to where?? MALAYSIAAA lo? here my manglish..
i want to open 1 hawker stall, my budget? 1000 ringgit only..
sell what? pork fried rice! yay~!
how much per plate? 3 ringgit? i think so lo!
aiyo! and study lah of coz.. the revenue for me to study ma. no more money from mummy lo..
sorry and excuse my broken english..
haha.. i am as broke as my broken english..
cheezzz!
peace out!

no bueno

Police SUV involved in overnight crash: wpri.com

that's me.. on the wheel smt smt to be transfered to the hospital!
and my totaled volvo S80 T6

.

the week had just start off..
it's a monday blue i shall say..
the day that i rolled around my bed..
looking at the time passes by..
time to go to classss!
unfortunately.. class was canceled..
heyyy! surprise! =/
getting things aside and getting other stuff done and etc.
whole bunch of things going on..
so here my fav class came by..
we talk about power, how things work and etc..
pretty fun..
reviewed a few clip..
that's exciting!!
how people invest..
in within their snap of tip?
turned off in within a snap of tip as well?
tons of money running all over the place..
it's a whole bunch of power and knowledge flying all over the place..
two step forward one step back..
revise, revise and revise..
and then.. my lil cousin came to me and asked me..
what's the best way to invest..
i love it when he talk to me like this..
saving? well the interest rate is only 2.8% that's too lil.. (aggressive =/)
i am proud that he start to think..
the concern of mine.. will that lead him to the sideway..

=)

reviewing my first week of spring tri.
pretty much.. nothing intense..
let me brought this a step behind before i have my two step forward.
having a great spring break is always great..
however, planned changed from heading to Killington, Vermont to New Hampshire
well.. it's pretty good even that's not the biggest mountain in the northeast region!
cause there is where i'm able to strengthen my carving skill for snowboarding..
even tons of falls are harsh!
with an injured shoulder.
snowboard across 2 mountain.. it's totally awesome!
the entire trip was totally awesome even i am totally exhausted..
after the snowboarding vacation..
back to my working life is totally hectic.
where i have to be at work like really early =)
owh well..
decent 40plus hours for my job is pretty satisfying..
then here come my class.. =)
i am pretty excited about it actually!
cause i would have to do tons of things for this tri.
HOSP 3033 pretty intense where i will have to do tons of shits and papers! opps! i shall write it now!
DONE n sent.. ewww!
okay! so..
PT! unfortunately! failed again! need to sit for the class =(
nvm!! ah ha!! LEADERSHIP!!
my fav professor!
DR.ANICE OCCONOR!!!
she is fabulous!
she is very strict! hard grader!
but she will make you learn whatever it is!
making you good to go as a leader!
well.. i like it when she said! to be a ethical or unethical.. it's all up to you! i show all the information at my best! *the class that i will hardly fall asleep, cause i fall asleep all the time especially in the class*!!
okay! doo!!
econs! this old folks a legit joker!
he is full of mess when people walking out from his class to pee..
haha!!
mumbling all over the place..
cute lil old guy!
okay! so now!
not fun anymore!
5.30am working for 2 days and i am screwed a day up when i overslept! not good!
so heading towards my weekend! seems to be pretty fun!
as my mamitas and papitos!
and of course!
papers! and study!!
cheers for my last tri and study aboard ahead of me!
can't wait for itttttt!!

.........!

having an intense weekend at Atlanta Georgia is really fun.

loving the fact that the weather there is not that freezing..

lacking sleep is totally a mess

well.. with the talk and speeches..

i'm soooo impress with them..

learning and having fun..

walk up and down..

and around..

thinking of what's next what's next is always a problem..

shall say it's overwhelming and good indeed..

hitting the bar.. and u will see tons of recruiters there..

yeap!

and i'm so pleased that..

every single person there is ready to listen.. and to share..

that's the lovely part...

ermm..

the last night party is a total relaxation for everyone..

and i shall say.. it's awesomeeee!

right getting off from the flight till today.. it just seems that i never stop working on my paper that is going to due by tomorrow and tons of research paper to be written all day and nightssssss long..

wish that i'm studying in malaysia or somewhere.. it's so easy...

bloom's taxonomy's educational practice from my professor is nice..

just tons of things to do and my brain is basically not working right now..

shall say! GOOD NIGHT? but the night is still young tho?

FOOD?

1st day off of my week!

waking up... 9.45pm

poop and poop..

then go to pick my chef up..

go to boston..

go to the bank..

then rmv..

explaining things.. and go to eat..

this is dunno how many time i ate ppl from beijing.. and i absolutely love it..

start off with seafood soup..

then lobster, fried eel, veg, then here come the cold food and another fried frog..

sooo..

start off with a sip of tea..

and then.. hennessy and beersss

end up..

that mean is like half finish.. and pack to go and all i have to eat..

sooooo.. nice nice nice!

walking to the T station and taking the train to the state house of the boston..

again.. explain how things goes.. and 1 excise tax have to go like 2 hours away to pay..

argh..

blow my head offs!

however.. my pretty weekend wasn't that bad..

with 12 hours work for friday and 13 hours work for the banquet..

and saturday.. idk maybe the sake made me so excited about the Burton X8 v rocker..

end up.. i bought it.. the last piece of purple x-8.. now i'm looking at it..

i have 2 snowboard...

and i am going back to malaysia pretty soon..

and how the fuck am i to snowboard as much as i could?

can someone tell me that??

0987654321

i know it is gay for me to kept posting here..

well..

the spontaneous hang out bday is really great..

see..

been working my ass off or committing suicide at the mountain really made me bored..

it is really good for me to hang out with my co-worker..

altho she is really hard to work it..

but the thing is i am a few out of a bunch that love to work with her..

she portray my lecturer..

yea..

i love to work with crazy people.. like legit crazy!

and easily get pissed..

cause i can sooth them down and they will do the same when i got pissed..

just the most awesome night..

well.. during the hang out..

the weather.com shows that australia is having a great impact..

i knew that for quite sometime..

it really put me in worries.

idk.. just the worries of how do you do..

good night..

ZZZZ

11am.. till 11pm..

and 5 hours sleep another kick in 5.30am shift at banquet..

GOD BLESS ME!

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i do not judge! nono it's suppose to be .

ok! not being prejudice!

slept for 4 hours.. sit for my Performance Transcript (PT) assessment paper..

hell yeah.. 1 hour for me to think.. wtf shud i write..

end up.. jackie chan, tom cruise and green hornet appears in that paper.. =)

so the 2nd class...

presentation.. not mine.. listening to it just made me falling asleep...

well some do really inspire me.. but not really~!

so.. back home.. rolling on my bed.. and head up to 1.40 class..

arghhh

din bring anything..

just go in and make my presentation and hell yea~

13 chapters of things to swallow!

really love it cause it is about the war thingy..

before that class end..

my professor look at me..

u went to snowboarding that day?

i'm like

OH YEA~

so much fun and made it there..

he said..

yah.. no doubt u're crazy and i like the email that u replied me and it is just so true for u to say so..

cause nobody could make it to class and it is soooo bad! haha nice move..

i'm like thxx..

want to join me for the black diamond??

he goes..

my wrist still not recover yet.. and how much u paid for that?

rental and pass 60+ till 4pm add 10 bucks after till 10pm.. sounds like a plan?

he goes.. noooo.. no~ =P

and honestly.. i have no fucking idea what am i doing these few days..

mistakes kept popping up..

it's like TRASH!

oh well.. need a lil boost by then =P huhu~~

guess so.. gonna off for my fav co worker's bdayyy~~

time to get wasted~!!! like legit wasted!

eve！

had a wonderful dinner with all the chef at my co workers! owh owh!

yeah! NICE!

1st time ever i felt i'm home..

well..

however..

人家說無敵是最寂寞！

怎麼莫名的寂寞了呐？

我？怎麼了？

該說大概甚麼都會！子要在我範圍內都不是問題！怎麼了？？

我的確迷了方向！怎麼說呢？

好啦！不管了！

滑雪吧！

hitting the park will be the harder challenge for me

希望我不是斷手斷腳啦~

情？

忘了吧！

往死里匆算了！

新年快了！

=P

as i missed the 1st 7am class.. due to i missed my alarm clock.. gay!

so 2nd class.. blurry mood.. walking to class..

then presentation.. and i basically fucked it up..

nvm..

after class.. yay! class cancelled..

as my professor sent me an emaill.. hehe

here it goes..

class gonna be cancelled =P and i will going to have my wonderful snowboarding =P

Chung Hai Tan (Jimmy)
Banquet Teaching Assistant ,Radisson Hotel Providence Airport.
Member of National Society of Minorities in Hospitality, NSMH
Hotel & Lodging Management Class of 2011
Johnson & Wales University, Providence Campus
Cell: 401-339-9766
E-Mail: hct518@students.jwu.edu



-----Original Message-----
From: Paul Bagdan
Sent: Sun 1/30/2011 7:16 PM
Subject: HOSP4060 case presentations

Class,
I have received a few requests regarding the case presentations. I have thought about it quite a bit. I would like to push ahead and still have presentations on Tuesday. Papers will be due on Thursday. SO, you need your ideas and concepts and ppts done, but can have more time to finalize the details. I will take this into account when you present. (Actually, it is like getting your ideas pre-approved.) Some of you are all ready there and I commend this. Others will have some extra time.
See you in class.
p.s.
did you see the next storm coming Tuesday pm/Wed am????

Paul J. Bagdan, Ph.D. Professor The Hospitality College at Johnson & Wales University The International Hotel School - Xavier 229 8 Abbott Park Place Providence, RI 02903 o: 401-598-1295 f: 401-598-4764

haha.. i love to fool with him.. cause he is a snowboarder as well =)

as the weather stated..

wednesday.. gonna be a layer of thick ice..

YAY!!!

as this pops up..

i think i am going to go for snowboarding!

but! I AM BROKE!

argh!

oh well! i dun realli give a damn by then i guess..

the last snow!

the last excitement!

nothing that i have to put under considerations!

just studies and my mummy, sister and daddy!

so! this time! RIPPING OF THE MOUNTAIN YO!

FREEE MAN!~

MUACKSSSSS

as snow storm hit the northeastern region.. i was kinda.. happy.. shall i say that?

and yes!

snowboarding indeed happened! with my housemate.. mr.DERRICK!

so thinking of going to burton or mall or just go there and buy..

end up..

i would just go there and buy and

things went well.

got the burton boots and burtons glove..

everything kinda burtons! yes! now i love it!

the LOVE board!

when i first step on it.. i made me feels like.. i'm gonna rip this mountain off!

indeed! the moderate soft board.. ideal for the ripper of the mountain.. and power slides through out all the corners..

i encountered that, the board then to squeeze in the snow.

this is a pros i shall say cause it helps me to balance it up in less than a seconds! that's the feel!

compared to the stiff board by hitting down all the way

3700ft n 4100 ft is the easy way.. yea! easy! crusing all the way!

the most challenging one is the 2600ft.. it's all about high speed!

well as today's snow is kinda fresh and soft..

and yes!

falls and lost balance for a noobie me is a must..

curving have way.. opps! PLAK! here the feeling of my left hand gonna ripped off from my body..

as i proceed to the beginner zone..

yes! i do go very fast.. and training the curving on and off.. and again OPPSSS!

after jump + curving and another jump... PLAKKKKK! i tot my head already ripped off from my neck..

NICEEEEE!

so! i shall say!

next week!

i am gonna hit the mountain again!

hope that the coming snow storm will be early for a day..

so the snow will be just nice!

as now..

my ass pain..

shoulder pain..

neck pain..

arm pain

tight pain

knee pain..

aiya!! EVERYWHERE PAIN! expect my lil brother.. =P

owh hell yea!

BULLER MOUNT in AUSSIE! i will be there this AUGUST!

Burton LOVE!

as today.. "snow storm day" hahaha! no! the 8-12 inch snow day. lolx..

took the challenge of going out and pick up the car for the windows repair..

a huge damage! ASSHOLE!!!

well.. went to athletic store.. hmmm.. saw a great purple colour snowboard but not my size.. sooo.. i went to dick's!

yeap.. mass's dick's service is like dick! sucks!

and then end up.. BURTON!!! 30 minutes away!

yay!!

reached there 10 min before the store close..

and they ask i told the store ppl..

i need this and this and that.. i am cruising all over the mountain and basically love speed! to stop at high speed in 25 to 50 yards! @@

so end up.. my fav v-rocket is not the one i should go for..

but another one seems tempting! the burton love..

a great night indeed

i didn't know that my showed up to drink with the sous chef is going to made me to explore stuff..

all i possed when i walked there is to cheers and enjoy the last moment of the things that i will be going through with my sous chef..

i am surprise that my managers and supervisors were there..

after a conversation.. they told me.. yea.. they know what i am looking for.. and what i am trying to do..

the problem is people that i am going to deal with..

honestly.. people.. you guys ought to grow up..

i am seems to be the teaching assistant with the oldest age that work with u guys...

things that i've seen.. i just dun get why people just do not get along..

i really hope.. that.. before i leave.. the party that i am going to organize is going to make u guys to experience the meaning of each of us to unite and work things out together!

you may call me intoxicated right now..

but really.. i could see the effort of each of the management team is working on..

yes.. it my fault at the very 1st place to disobey them..

honestly! i would set things right before i leave!

yes! i love banquet as much as i love myself, as much as i love the puppy of mine, which had passed away that made me cried for a few days, as much as i love the girl that i couldn't get out of my mind till now..

i have to give up every single effort of mine because of the things that i ought to get done due to the responsibilities that i ought to posses.. u know the feeling of it?

i am a person do not mind how much am i going to earn as long as i live with my loves ones?

reality put me in this position!

i have to face the reality and kick everything aside.. even the person i am crazy with..

sorry for doing that.. i grew up and enjoyed my teenage with the existence of that career.. i have no choice but to put it on my track..

i have the choice.. but as the only male of the house.. i have to.. it's my responsibilities..

guys! grow up! make me not to worry anymore!

i know it's my problem..

sorry for doing that.. this is because i just love the department that i used to worked in..

and i am still working in that department!

you may say i lived in within luxuries..

yes i do!

but that's me!

luxuries doesn't mean anything!

JUST THE NAME!

i love the pace! i love the service! i love the stress! i love the people! i love everything done with satisfaction! which couldn't measures with money!

really! i do not judge a person with his/her wealth! but! satisfaction that we a group had produce!

i have to struggle a few more! i am screwing my relationship up full time..

i do not want anyone to be with me due to another few years that i am going to studies!

i do not want people have nothing when they are with me!

BUT! banquet! we have all the resources!

we make things happened for tons of wedding!

we created memorable weddings!

please! i beg here! set things straight! and whack all the shits up!

look at me!

i am ready to be single for the rest of my life!

for my responsibilities!

i have no resent at all!

FOR YOU GUYS! who going to work in banquet!

DO LOVE IT! as how u love your loves ones!

do that for me!

cause i do not have the chance to do so!

peace out!

beginning of the week =)

as friday...

as usual.. going in to work..

prep for the needs each of the food presentation..

as thing goes.. slow day..

messed with the sous chef..

singing and bla bla bla..

the 3rd chef and the 4th chef almost goes crazy when i sing in the kitchen..

=P as always love to annoys ppl me..

the line cook chef said..

JIMMY!你該去當兵！ and the executive chef, sous chef and the 4th chef said! HELL YEAH!他這小惡魔！調皮！哈哈哈！

so that day.. is a really slow day.. just like silent night.. boo!

so revise my working day for tuesday and wednesday.. *reverse reverse*

as always.. went to work at 7am..

changing my winter coat into tux and shirt.. so bang those shits out..

morning morning morning..

my contact is lovely as always.. =)

everything done in within seconds!

BOO!

so after my tuesday shift..

the floor is slushy..!

snowing at the am.. raining at the pm.. that drove me crazy!

as my lovely crocs is anti slip!

and i almost slip on the ice for 4 time.. 4 TIMESSSSSS!

so the road is not easy to walk at all..

10 minutes duration turned into 20s! shiets!!

the icy water ran into my cros..

freeezing feet =P

love love love it =)

the journey is tough!

"越難走的路,更要走得認真！" quoted from my ex-gf =)

wuwuwu!

end up.. reach at my work place with totally soaked coat! ahhh! nice!

well.. day by day! each step is bringing me towards that! LOVEEEE IT!

3

上班下班。

也不知道為甚麼那麼累

才幾個小時。

看了電話簿

一個人也找不到。多諷刺！

有人說，一個人很好，愛幹嘛就幹嘛

有人說，一個人在外邊飄泊，是個鍛煉。

有人說，我甚麼都有幹嘛要一個人飄泊。

我說，一個人飄泊，省得給人帶來麻煩；寂寞，空虛，孤單 是感覺吧！

寂寞寂寞死不了就好；若死到領頭！我絕不躲！

Atlanta!

owh.. a place that i should have been 8 years ago..

now i am heading there for the national conference..

glad that i was offered with big 2 food service company and the big 5..

looking forward to see my qualification for that!

well.. not the career i will be in anymore.. unfortunately..

kinda proud of it.. when offer letters kept coming in my email and mail box.. =)

just the satisfaction of the effort i've put in for the short year..

yet.. gave up most of the precious thing in my life..

gay~! =)

hahaha!

it is nice to talk to someone who is older than me..

she is getting frustrated.. haha..

owh well.. it is fun when i told her..

yes honey.. look.. whenever you n all the ladies fell into them when they were well treated.. hahaha..

but what if 5-10 treated me well?

that's even better.. as always female will go with just pick one.. hahaha!

end up? congratulation if there is a true love..

condolence if it's a fucked up relationship! haha!!

she said.. yaya! 2% only true.. HOHO!!

i know this is because when girls were after me.. they treated me well tho..

but most of it = fucked up.. same shits..

conclusion is.. there's only needs and wants.. nth more than that.. i said =)

=P

o.0

1st week back to the state..

feel so so.. as usual..

i am glad that i got a gift of a BOSS jacket from Hugo Boss with a scarves..

well well well...

so day 1 back to business to work.. that's sweet when i have to drink u cup of 二鍋頭 with my executive chef.. a regular sip is more than enough to make u feel the burning effect from ur throat till u stomach.. love it..

so.. closing and etc..

another day there still the same.. drink and drink.. well.. gotta keep back with work and stuff..

and help a lil girl to finish her mai tai with B151.. yet she puked = =

so end up.. back home.. can't sleep..

finished half bottle of wine and finally i feel sleepy.. and just sleeepppzzzz

the next day still same shit.. drink and drink.. SOUNDS gay HUH?

haha..

so back to the work..

delivered food to a Sergeant in the police department.. lovely nice people with huge built body.. yummy!~

another day which falls for the event.. i am actually serving a Lieutenant who had served the United States of America for 35 years? what surprise is he is with 3 master with him..

any freaks out there??

after a short conversation with him..

he is really someone who had gone thru all the tough life..

he said.. i look for peace..

the younger generation ought to stay and build a foundation of peace.. and equal..

SELFISHNESS! is what killed everyone.. and that's why war WAR WAR!

taught me tons of things..

1 of it.. which i love it so much..

"DO what u want to DO! DO IT! GET IT! you bow to nobody!

everything is EASY! do not COMPLICATE it!

such a lovely sentence..

NITEZ!