i didn't know that my showed up to drink with the sous chef is going to made me to explore stuff..
all i possed when i walked there is to cheers and enjoy the last moment of the things that i will be going through with my sous chef..
i am surprise that my managers and supervisors were there..
after a conversation.. they told me.. yea.. they know what i am looking for.. and what i am trying to do..
the problem is people that i am going to deal with..
honestly.. people.. you guys ought to grow up..
i am seems to be the teaching assistant with the oldest age that work with u guys...
things that i've seen.. i just dun get why people just do not get along..
i really hope.. that.. before i leave.. the party that i am going to organize is going to make u guys to experience the meaning of each of us to unite and work things out together!
you may call me intoxicated right now..
but really.. i could see the effort of each of the management team is working on..
yes.. it my fault at the very 1st place to disobey them..
honestly! i would set things right before i leave!
yes! i love banquet as much as i love myself, as much as i love the puppy of mine, which had passed away that made me cried for a few days, as much as i love the girl that i couldn't get out of my mind till now..
i have to give up every single effort of mine because of the things that i ought to get done due to the responsibilities that i ought to posses.. u know the feeling of it?
i am a person do not mind how much am i going to earn as long as i live with my loves ones?
reality put me in this position!
i have to face the reality and kick everything aside.. even the person i am crazy with..
sorry for doing that.. i grew up and enjoyed my teenage with the existence of that career.. i have no choice but to put it on my track..
i have the choice.. but as the only male of the house.. i have to.. it's my responsibilities..
guys! grow up! make me not to worry anymore!
i know it's my problem..
sorry for doing that.. this is because i just love the department that i used to worked in..
and i am still working in that department!
you may say i lived in within luxuries..
yes i do!
but that's me!
luxuries doesn't mean anything!
JUST THE NAME!
i love the pace! i love the service! i love the stress! i love the people! i love everything done with satisfaction! which couldn't measures with money!
really! i do not judge a person with his/her wealth! but! satisfaction that we a group had produce!
i have to struggle a few more! i am screwing my relationship up full time..
i do not want anyone to be with me due to another few years that i am going to studies!
i do not want people have nothing when they are with me!
BUT! banquet! we have all the resources!
we make things happened for tons of wedding!
we created memorable weddings!
please! i beg here! set things straight! and whack all the shits up!
look at me!
i am ready to be single for the rest of my life!
for my responsibilities!
i have no resent at all!
FOR YOU GUYS! who going to work in banquet!
DO LOVE IT! as how u love your loves ones!
do that for me!
cause i do not have the chance to do so!
peace out!