ending of autumn tri..

coming to the edge of thanks giving.. and end of the tri..

trust me..

i have tons of bull shits to get done.. like in within tip of my finger..

this have to go.. that have to go..

remembering that when i got off from work..

walking to the FD>>

i need my pay cheque..

a slip with a bag

and bellman's closet key..

3 free clerk.. goes.. working on this and that..

HUHU~!

demanding me.. kekekek!

oh well..

2 job running with full time classes..

really give me a great kick in the ass..

class 10 minutes of eating? work~ =)

max.. an hour away for break.. which including my walking time.. driving time.. eating time.. and etc.. oh ya.. changing time..

geez~!

dun take me wrong.. i am not complaining!

i take this is the greatest challenge~!

lovin it~!

huhu~

done my 2nd job interview..

so.. Basically i will be a full time student with a full time job and a part time job..

c'est la vie~~!

...!

this will be my 6 days streak of working for an average of 9 hours for previous 5 days and 11 for today =)

well.. i how do i get 5 days streak?

hmph.. while i was working on some sort of table.. that is bothering!

my manager came and asked me.. across the ball room!

my manager: JIMMY!

me: yes!

my manager: 5 days for next week?

me: PERFECT!

my manager: AWESOME!

i actually got stunned.. when i see at the schedule.. most of the events are 100+ above..

i'm totally DOOM!

yaya..

the VIPs event really fucking drives me crazy..

as days and days goes on..

the last day of the week.. which is saturday..

i was put on the latest person to get in.. which is 4.30pm! and after flipping those rooms and those mountains of back work.. end up going out from work at 2.15am.. wonderful huh?? not that bad.. just like 10 hours.. which i basically aiming for 12-14 hours for that particular day!

well..

and here it goes again!

my manager: JIMMY!

me: YESSS!!

my manager: extra hours for you this week! want to come in at monday!

me: paused * thinking about my papers* and OK!!!!

my manager: wonderful.. u workaholic!

me: hehe

so..

basically.. done for tomorrow's paper..

finally.. tomorrow's in between break will be busting the other paper up and ready to be handed in! yes! I AM A FREAKKKKKK!!!

ok.. basically..

this week end! i am OFF! but not because i wasn't schedule for work!

is because i have to attend the north eastern regional conference..

as i could barely see..

i do shop for a few weeks

no time to eat, when there is time to eat.. my stomach already filled with air or some sort of tiny bites of crackers in within the few minutes of downtime! and that also made me lost 10kg+

i need a new belt to keep my pants hanging around my waist! *jealous?*

i need a new pair of working shoe..

my asshole corn is bothering me again and again!

having the same problem on my knee! which i suspect of the ligament tore at the same spot that i experienced several years ago..

cuts from table edges and stuff like that..

basically.. if i am a car..

i am basically running with a broken suspension!

dented paint!

and everything really need to change..

and i am basically looking for a new spare part for my body!

from my toe to my head!

blaaaaaaaa

after a few hours of talk with my sister..

i found that some people tend not to grow up accordingly..

may i do the same way..

however.. that's a pool of shits!

talking about my vacation back to malaysia..

putting bali and maldives under consideration..

well well well..

pros and cons..

worst.. i may have to go thru a surgery.. shiets! hahaha..

forget the updates..

huhu.. hope i'm able to walk after the surgery..

geez..

dun even bother what is next..

pretty sad when my fairlady is no longer with me..

well..

5 days on schedule..

gonna be a very tight weekend!

geez really hope that i will get 50 hours which is 10 hours of OT!

i'm lovin it..

but i have a mountain of papers and a mountain for books and info to chuck into my brain cells..

memorizing just not my part..

hoping all my professor would give essay questions!

rather than spending time to choose abcde

i would rather write a 6-10 pages of essay question in 2 hours..

well.. 4am.. class at 11am

work at 2pm..

hopin to get off work earlier.. to get tons of rest for the 7am till 3.30pm class and work at 4pm lol!

sounds crazy.. it just seems to be not challenging anymore when i am so get used to it!

i need more crazy pace!

like the things that i do will never finish!

!

siting right in front of my desk..

looking at the books.. and my mind just goes blank..

didn't launch for something and launched for a several session..

dramatically.. it turned sleepy and etc..

huhu..

as talking and conversation goes on..

certain things really have to start right from the bottom of the pyramid..

by evaluating the current economic..

stayin in state i have to bare with tons of taxes and insurance..

same goes to malaysia..

considering about the current global economic depression as i wouldn't say it as recession..

10% of unemployment rate..

hmmph..

considering about the expenses in malaysia and etc..

i barely could see any pictures of both as in a whole..

each step and decisions seems to be unclear at all..

furthermore..

the entire global is so imbalance..

well.. i have no idea what's next.

probably another way out!

....

i have no idea what i had been doing for the past 3 week..

JESUS CHRIST!

life is not easy as all..

if study were to be said as great stress.. i would say.. piece of cake..

yes!

all u have to do is just fucking study and follow instruction for whatever things u have to write..

working?

wasn't as easy as u think..

doing something is not hard.. i mean yes! not hard at all..

just same as what you are follow instruction for your papers!

yah yah!

deal with humans..

that's what u're headache with it..

i mean.. to get things done.. would be as hard as to make a person satisfy..

the satisfaction of an individual may be vary..

as to meet the desirable satisfaction of a human being..

i have to be more bitchy! yes!

if i am not fussy!

i would know how to deal with a fussy people..

so..

end up.. i dunno what i am writing..

all i know.. is..

i have to sleep..

haha..

my education just started..

ever since i start to be in the field that i am going to work in..

so..

BESA MI CULO TE PUTA!!