The Last Resolution! -The End-

as today.. 1/1/2011..

here goes the yesterday...
a day that i never expect of..
i, jimmy tan.. hahaha...
so.. i went out with one of my 7+1 sisters.. @@
brought her to sheraton.. wait! to pick up her cake..
so after a quick talk.. i go ahead with my appointment..
so.. i am kinda kinda on time.. yes.. 15 min earlier always me!
after a few seconds of examination.. nono.. shall say.. monitoring..
people was freaked out of the result.. *not boasting!*
so.. she paused for a few seconds and ask me.. whatsup? where's the freaky party mood of ur's?
geez.. i am all set with it.. i have too many shiets to put under consideration..
ok.. tend to go ahead.. so u still dun wanna do detox huh?
u din sleep a?? how come a?? the colour.. shows u just like work and work..
so u no life already?? hahaha..
ok la.. good..
stress freaks..
add on of a sentence.. i like the colour of ur's now rather than before!
so the 1st question of mine is probably why?
was answered by..
u had managed urself well.. so now u're more at the hr and coaching position..but.. u need a break.. lolx..
that's what i dun like when i was told to take a break.
so i goes... er... if i take a break.. i will be legit bored..
so on and so forth..
*cut those craps off*
so end up.. closing with.. a few advice and teaching.. which made me so headache..
yea.. u love those funky stuff now..
u no longer like last time.. kicking funky stuff aside..
i'm like.. yes.. i'm funky =P
so she goes.. how's life by then? any excitement?
probably no.. cause i've been working as u know..
yah.. i mean other.. she said..
i'm just focusing of what need to be done and what have to be done and probably won't be anything else.. i replied..
nice.. but ur engine almost kong.. and u need to do the thing i told u she said..
i'm like ok..

as things goes on.. transaction and etc.. a hand shake and call it a day.. proceed for my breakfast.. pretty late.. while waiting for my argue bud to come..
a big bowl of hot pot.. as today's special was offered by the server..
errr.. so.. walk around.. but some medic.. and go to pick that stupid argue bud and my ex gf..
things really goes good..
and was question..
walao eh.. u no party a?
no lo.. lazy.. hate place that have a lot of people.. soooo noisy.. i replied..
good good followed up by both of them..
as my exgf's bf came..
obviously it's legit 12.. and i could see he is not happy..
3 minutes of siting with us and listening to us talking cock.. finally he stood up to find a excuse to go to his car to look for something..
eyes.. is what i got the answer and kicked my ex gf off to go and have a date with him.. heh.. always my fav to do so..
so talking talking.. pang sai pang sai..
then driving driving.. end up..
i am back here at this hour..

well.. remembering the time when i was facing my death during the 5th of august 2010..
i had survived.. with only someone had crossed my mind which is a kind of flash that had kept me until now.. it's no longer important anymore..

well.. the last resolution of mine will be..
complete all of my studies and do the things i have to do..
when it hits the point.. really.. i will be doing the things that i want to do.. which is the only last thing i will be doing..
no point for saying or boasting..
will show it off out loud when i hit it..
I am fine..
I am fine is because i don't want to waste any time to accomplish what i have to do..

p/s: Assumptions towards me always doesn't work because i love and tend to stay unpredictable..

-The End-

unbelievable!

during my flight back..

i was put in the business class cabin for the appreciation of being a loyal customers..

things actually went pretty well until i checked in the concorde hotel..

room is what i just need for a night so that's totally fine..

after 4 hours of nap.. i walked around the hotel.. and everything is good..

so. i went to the front desk..

there's no 10/ 5.. and i'm fine with it as well..

back to my room to check some shit ups and it is still fine.. hahaha.. pretty much!

so.. things happened when i went for breakfast at 6.01 am..

everything is fine..

as i walked all over the place.. to look for a seat! yes.. a seat! not full..

just table setting wasn't up..

plates and glasses wasn't clear off the table..

that really pissed me off when i am the banquet and restaurant person..

as i took a seat down.. and observe server do clearing..

i'm totally SWEAT!

2 person clear a table...

3 plates on hand and a few glasses?

i mean! really?!

that's not right..

and another person just took 3 glasses off the table..

trash still remain on the table..

OMFG! THIS IS PISSING ME OFF!

so end up.. i took a walk around the buffet station..

end up.. cheeses were sit on the nicely decorate stand! but! violated the sanitation rulez!

it's on the high risk zone!

honestly! i have a problem..

nasi lemak! that's my huge problem..

ikan bilis ada

nuts ada!

TIMBUN ADA!!

TELUR!??? TAKDAK?! apa la ni??

end up..

i picked a comment letter and walked up to the wait staff..

can i have a pen please?

he said.. sorry.. how about pencil and here you go..

so by writing things up..

he walked in and clear and helped out.. obviously

he know what i am going to write..

i am a bitch when things doesn't go as how it have to go..

idk..

i think i will be hunting all the small establishment and critic on it..

i do not care what type of hotel you are!

as u're in the service career!

it's your responsibilities to keep everything beyond expectation..

i am sooooo disappointed with the experience.. however..

1 year is the length that i am looking forward to figure out the changes =)

ending of autumn tri..

coming to the edge of thanks giving.. and end of the tri..

trust me..

i have tons of bull shits to get done.. like in within tip of my finger..

this have to go.. that have to go..

remembering that when i got off from work..

walking to the FD>>

i need my pay cheque..

a slip with a bag

and bellman's closet key..

3 free clerk.. goes.. working on this and that..

HUHU~!

demanding me.. kekekek!

oh well..

2 job running with full time classes..

really give me a great kick in the ass..

class 10 minutes of eating? work~ =)

max.. an hour away for break.. which including my walking time.. driving time.. eating time.. and etc.. oh ya.. changing time..

geez~!

dun take me wrong.. i am not complaining!

i take this is the greatest challenge~!

lovin it~!

huhu~

done my 2nd job interview..

so.. Basically i will be a full time student with a full time job and a part time job..

c'est la vie~~!

...!

this will be my 6 days streak of working for an average of 9 hours for previous 5 days and 11 for today =)

well.. i how do i get 5 days streak?

hmph.. while i was working on some sort of table.. that is bothering!

my manager came and asked me.. across the ball room!

my manager: JIMMY!

me: yes!

my manager: 5 days for next week?

me: PERFECT!

my manager: AWESOME!

i actually got stunned.. when i see at the schedule.. most of the events are 100+ above..

i'm totally DOOM!

yaya..

the VIPs event really fucking drives me crazy..

as days and days goes on..

the last day of the week.. which is saturday..

i was put on the latest person to get in.. which is 4.30pm! and after flipping those rooms and those mountains of back work.. end up going out from work at 2.15am.. wonderful huh?? not that bad.. just like 10 hours.. which i basically aiming for 12-14 hours for that particular day!

well..

and here it goes again!

my manager: JIMMY!

me: YESSS!!

my manager: extra hours for you this week! want to come in at monday!

me: paused * thinking about my papers* and OK!!!!

my manager: wonderful.. u workaholic!

me: hehe

so..

basically.. done for tomorrow's paper..

finally.. tomorrow's in between break will be busting the other paper up and ready to be handed in! yes! I AM A FREAKKKKKK!!!

ok.. basically..

this week end! i am OFF! but not because i wasn't schedule for work!

is because i have to attend the north eastern regional conference..

as i could barely see..

i do shop for a few weeks

no time to eat, when there is time to eat.. my stomach already filled with air or some sort of tiny bites of crackers in within the few minutes of downtime! and that also made me lost 10kg+

i need a new belt to keep my pants hanging around my waist! *jealous?*

i need a new pair of working shoe..

my asshole corn is bothering me again and again!

having the same problem on my knee! which i suspect of the ligament tore at the same spot that i experienced several years ago..

cuts from table edges and stuff like that..

basically.. if i am a car..

i am basically running with a broken suspension!

dented paint!

and everything really need to change..

and i am basically looking for a new spare part for my body!

from my toe to my head!

blaaaaaaaa

after a few hours of talk with my sister..

i found that some people tend not to grow up accordingly..

may i do the same way..

however.. that's a pool of shits!

talking about my vacation back to malaysia..

putting bali and maldives under consideration..

well well well..

pros and cons..

worst.. i may have to go thru a surgery.. shiets! hahaha..

forget the updates..

huhu.. hope i'm able to walk after the surgery..

geez..

dun even bother what is next..

pretty sad when my fairlady is no longer with me..

well..

5 days on schedule..

gonna be a very tight weekend!

geez really hope that i will get 50 hours which is 10 hours of OT!

i'm lovin it..

but i have a mountain of papers and a mountain for books and info to chuck into my brain cells..

memorizing just not my part..

hoping all my professor would give essay questions!

rather than spending time to choose abcde

i would rather write a 6-10 pages of essay question in 2 hours..

well.. 4am.. class at 11am

work at 2pm..

hopin to get off work earlier.. to get tons of rest for the 7am till 3.30pm class and work at 4pm lol!

sounds crazy.. it just seems to be not challenging anymore when i am so get used to it!

i need more crazy pace!

like the things that i do will never finish!

!

siting right in front of my desk..

looking at the books.. and my mind just goes blank..

didn't launch for something and launched for a several session..

dramatically.. it turned sleepy and etc..

huhu..

as talking and conversation goes on..

certain things really have to start right from the bottom of the pyramid..

by evaluating the current economic..

stayin in state i have to bare with tons of taxes and insurance..

same goes to malaysia..

considering about the current global economic depression as i wouldn't say it as recession..

10% of unemployment rate..

hmmph..

considering about the expenses in malaysia and etc..

i barely could see any pictures of both as in a whole..

each step and decisions seems to be unclear at all..

furthermore..

the entire global is so imbalance..

well.. i have no idea what's next.

probably another way out!