Life wasn't easy after all.
been traveling and working..
often they busyness of mine just kept my sight away from the fast walking pace in the small little island in the south east asia.
As i could sometime, took an opportunity to walk slightly slowly and observe the little things around me.. i realized that i've missed out something.
i could see the old is doing all the dirty jobs!
i may had been away from the asian culture for sometime. looking at the folks clearing the dirty left over plates after their meal doesn't makes me feels good.
it's like looking at my parents clearing my plates and i just walk damn away.
folks selling tissue just to have to get the day goes on.
some unfortunate will going around and asking for money.
if life were all balance and only every cares.
we all could see nothing like this.
i know that this is not our problem to see them in this way..
a pair of helping hands will eventually make their day.. maybe a dollar or two?
we were born without anything..
a walking flesh with bones and brains and thoughts with feelings.
money is just a paper.. a paper will the power.. money ain't evil if you use it wisely..
well...
maybe when i am able to make everyone success and only that period of time..
i may make it better?
well.. am i too ambitious?
i am kind of it.. it's a dream that i will drive with.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
pffft~
Sitting down and looking at the busy street, reflecting the past..
hectic life shall i say it would be... yes!
Ever since the Revenge of the Jimmy.. being a rebellious kiddo..
I was sent to a boarding school at the age of 16, the shock of what i've gain there was a great experience..
Unfortunately, got expelled from the school at the age of 17.. @@
Non of the school in my hometown would accept me as a student, due to my record..
I do not put my blame on anyone but myself. Admitting myself for being an idiot..
The Principle of the school tried to request me to register my final test somewhere else.. due to i failed all the subject in my trial exam. Yet i gave him a wonderful slap on the face.. =)
as soon as i was questioned of what i wanted to do.. and committed to bsc of arts in some sort of business and marketing bla bla course..
wasted 2 years by failing the program.. so, switch my course into hotel.. which is fun.. that consumed 3 years away from home including the wasted time..
another crazy act of saying wanted to go abroad.. so i went.. to america.. another 3 years.. legend huh?? 6 years for a degree?? i am a bad student..
the experience abroad was a great one.. which lesson and lessons were taught by things i never thought of.. it wasn't fun after all.. as a challenger.. i've challenge myself to the max.
where i am working full time and part time.. with another 5 classes in a tri.. which consume most of my time.. where 6 hours of sleep if i am lucky..
yes! i survived.. and looked sick! hahaha.. idiotic move.. but it's fun..
during that mean time, it wasn't fun at all..
people going against you.. managing hassle and how to deal with problem.. yet i screwed tons of it..
i admit for the mistake that i've done.. because it would be the greatest lesson to happen by that time rather than at the later hand.. =P ok.. fine.. sorry..
after taking pretty long break.. finally.. i found a job.. again.. in one of the country at asia.. a lil new york i shall say.. pretty much..
it seems i seldom and rarely be at home for the past 8 years.. it wasn't fun.. it would be another unknown years of me being away from home..
sooner or later.. i don't know where actually i would be in..
being fortunate? or unfortunate?
I don't know.. maybe kept accepting stress and challenges?? hoping everything would be so much different after all.. =)
hectic life shall i say it would be... yes!
Ever since the Revenge of the Jimmy.. being a rebellious kiddo..
I was sent to a boarding school at the age of 16, the shock of what i've gain there was a great experience..
Unfortunately, got expelled from the school at the age of 17.. @@
Non of the school in my hometown would accept me as a student, due to my record..
I do not put my blame on anyone but myself. Admitting myself for being an idiot..
The Principle of the school tried to request me to register my final test somewhere else.. due to i failed all the subject in my trial exam. Yet i gave him a wonderful slap on the face.. =)
as soon as i was questioned of what i wanted to do.. and committed to bsc of arts in some sort of business and marketing bla bla course..
wasted 2 years by failing the program.. so, switch my course into hotel.. which is fun.. that consumed 3 years away from home including the wasted time..
another crazy act of saying wanted to go abroad.. so i went.. to america.. another 3 years.. legend huh?? 6 years for a degree?? i am a bad student..
the experience abroad was a great one.. which lesson and lessons were taught by things i never thought of.. it wasn't fun after all.. as a challenger.. i've challenge myself to the max.
where i am working full time and part time.. with another 5 classes in a tri.. which consume most of my time.. where 6 hours of sleep if i am lucky..
yes! i survived.. and looked sick! hahaha.. idiotic move.. but it's fun..
during that mean time, it wasn't fun at all..
people going against you.. managing hassle and how to deal with problem.. yet i screwed tons of it..
i admit for the mistake that i've done.. because it would be the greatest lesson to happen by that time rather than at the later hand.. =P ok.. fine.. sorry..
after taking pretty long break.. finally.. i found a job.. again.. in one of the country at asia.. a lil new york i shall say.. pretty much..
it seems i seldom and rarely be at home for the past 8 years.. it wasn't fun.. it would be another unknown years of me being away from home..
sooner or later.. i don't know where actually i would be in..
being fortunate? or unfortunate?
I don't know.. maybe kept accepting stress and challenges?? hoping everything would be so much different after all.. =)
Thursday, October 6, 2011
after months, i'm finally back up here.
it was basically fun for several weeks, but not the after weeks..
maybe a culture shock? well it sounds crazy when i say culture shock at a place where i used to grew up for most of the time in my life..
or i shall say.. the returning of culture shock to be a lil bit exact!
Been working in certain industries for several years..
it wasn't as ideal to see things like this.. or maybe when i see too many things around while i was traveling..
to be a lil dishonored, i speaks straight to the point..
what people are acting here, it wasn't as what i've seen based on the previous image where i posses in my mindset.
this were a little bit more into uncommon.. not to say in a way of uncommon. a way of wtf..
maybe after 3 years window period of i'm away.. things had changed.. hahaha!
it was basically fun for several weeks, but not the after weeks..
maybe a culture shock? well it sounds crazy when i say culture shock at a place where i used to grew up for most of the time in my life..
or i shall say.. the returning of culture shock to be a lil bit exact!
Been working in certain industries for several years..
it wasn't as ideal to see things like this.. or maybe when i see too many things around while i was traveling..
to be a lil dishonored, i speaks straight to the point..
what people are acting here, it wasn't as what i've seen based on the previous image where i posses in my mindset.
this were a little bit more into uncommon.. not to say in a way of uncommon. a way of wtf..
maybe after 3 years window period of i'm away.. things had changed.. hahaha!
in another way round.. i really out of my actual concern..
it just doesn't seems to be something that make sense to me anymore..
thou, anything that basically could affect me in another way round..
thus.. i think i need to adapt to this weird changes.. lolx..
will see
it just doesn't seems to be something that make sense to me anymore..
thou, anything that basically could affect me in another way round..
thus.. i think i need to adapt to this weird changes.. lolx..
will see
Friday, August 26, 2011
..
Possessing the opportunity to travel aboard for studies would be an advantage, where as the experience of life as well as education would benefits us.
towards myself, seeing things around and learning the quality of life would be what i've got for so far.
it really took me a few years to learn a little of it.
Life with parents/ families are always good, until you see the earth..
PURA VIDA! the signature of Costa Rica..
where all the life goes on country.
No doubt! i'm in love it it.
To put things into reality, it really amaze me.
People with lower earnings having good time with friends and family.
They might not care how much they earn, to be more straight to the point! they care what kind of life they are having.
PURA VIDA means REAL Life / PURE LIFE! where to be exact, LA VIDA PURA!
We, people are being implant with labels of Chanel, Hermes, LV, GUCCI and etc.
did we ever question ourself, if people doesn't discover LV from a ship that sank in the sea, what would they be? are their leather good enough? wake up guys.. paying thousand to LV for a 2 stripes of leather with combination of the plastic leather? worth it? exclude certain brands.
Don't be blind for all the fancy goodies! okay, i was this typo of person. with severals guccis, LVs, Giorgio Armanis, Bottega and etc!
yes! it is non of your business or mine.
to put things towards a clearer parts, do we ever considered about our environment for our next generations?
Does the development of the humans causes the labeling issue? or we value ourself with the labels of those branded goodies?
are we better off by having those stuff?
Think Twice!
towards myself, seeing things around and learning the quality of life would be what i've got for so far.
it really took me a few years to learn a little of it.
Life with parents/ families are always good, until you see the earth..
PURA VIDA! the signature of Costa Rica..
where all the life goes on country.
No doubt! i'm in love it it.
To put things into reality, it really amaze me.
People with lower earnings having good time with friends and family.
They might not care how much they earn, to be more straight to the point! they care what kind of life they are having.
PURA VIDA means REAL Life / PURE LIFE! where to be exact, LA VIDA PURA!
We, people are being implant with labels of Chanel, Hermes, LV, GUCCI and etc.
did we ever question ourself, if people doesn't discover LV from a ship that sank in the sea, what would they be? are their leather good enough? wake up guys.. paying thousand to LV for a 2 stripes of leather with combination of the plastic leather? worth it? exclude certain brands.
Don't be blind for all the fancy goodies! okay, i was this typo of person. with severals guccis, LVs, Giorgio Armanis, Bottega and etc!
yes! it is non of your business or mine.
to put things towards a clearer parts, do we ever considered about our environment for our next generations?
Does the development of the humans causes the labeling issue? or we value ourself with the labels of those branded goodies?
are we better off by having those stuff?
Think Twice!
Friday, July 15, 2011
Costa Rica
the matter fact of, i am going to write the beginning of the 2nd half.. of whatever i had left off.
well.. let me start of with the ending of the car accident that i've had during the april 2nd.
however.. things seems to be like.. err.. don't know how to explain it.. guess got to be prepared even after 3 months and getting the words that i probably got covered..
thus.. i'm currently with my study abroad. well should say that would be another short study abroad to me..
during the very 1st day.. guess what.. i'm literary start off a conversation with my newly known roommate with. "do you drink?? whisky?? dude.. i got to make myself pass off tonight.. wanna have some?"
this totally sounds no bueno.. end up with a nickname of an alcoholic.. haha.. that's not really right..
thou.. things were awesome at san jose and tortuguero was awesome..
get to see tons of wild life.. haula throwing poop at the another boat driver..
knowing how jesus christ lizard act like and tons of birds.. i shall say..
green turtle lay eggs with my own witness.. and adpot my little turtle and named it ninja, which about to hatch around 20th of july.. which would be a couple days away!
been staying in a lodge and doing certain research and etc.. learnt tons of stuff and doing ton of stuff.. and loving it..
hiking, exploring and learning is the basis key of us..
making new friends and stuff..
things that really made me upset had basically had occurred..
truthfully and honestly
i am a survivor that couldn't afford to be poor, especially being poor without my homie..
friendship aka relationship of a little families of brother and sister hood.
i am pissed, but that's the fact
i am sad, and that's another fact. what could i basically do for it no to happen and i don't know..
i really hope that the law of attraction that i've learned and shall say i've tried to master could help..
honestly.. i am currently like a bird without it's wings to ensure the little brother and sister hood will stay together.. emotionally i am totally sad.. sad of having the thoughts of not able to see my brother and sisters were leaving me.. and it's about a week or two's process..
that would be the resent of mine to posses of.
i wish i could do something..
but everything is not within my control..
now i know.. and realize that.. being well known from the top towards the middle class of certain country doesn't help this situation at all..
even the owner or the consultant of certain establishment..
i felt like i'm an ant that walks around on the ground.. where i could be dead just by a simple step on my body..
my truthful wish..
to be an ultimate man, that sets everything right!
well.. let me start of with the ending of the car accident that i've had during the april 2nd.
however.. things seems to be like.. err.. don't know how to explain it.. guess got to be prepared even after 3 months and getting the words that i probably got covered..
thus.. i'm currently with my study abroad. well should say that would be another short study abroad to me..
during the very 1st day.. guess what.. i'm literary start off a conversation with my newly known roommate with. "do you drink?? whisky?? dude.. i got to make myself pass off tonight.. wanna have some?"
this totally sounds no bueno.. end up with a nickname of an alcoholic.. haha.. that's not really right..
thou.. things were awesome at san jose and tortuguero was awesome..
get to see tons of wild life.. haula throwing poop at the another boat driver..
knowing how jesus christ lizard act like and tons of birds.. i shall say..
green turtle lay eggs with my own witness.. and adpot my little turtle and named it ninja, which about to hatch around 20th of july.. which would be a couple days away!
been staying in a lodge and doing certain research and etc.. learnt tons of stuff and doing ton of stuff.. and loving it..
hiking, exploring and learning is the basis key of us..
making new friends and stuff..
things that really made me upset had basically had occurred..
truthfully and honestly
i am a survivor that couldn't afford to be poor, especially being poor without my homie..
friendship aka relationship of a little families of brother and sister hood.
i am pissed, but that's the fact
i am sad, and that's another fact. what could i basically do for it no to happen and i don't know..
i really hope that the law of attraction that i've learned and shall say i've tried to master could help..
honestly.. i am currently like a bird without it's wings to ensure the little brother and sister hood will stay together.. emotionally i am totally sad.. sad of having the thoughts of not able to see my brother and sisters were leaving me.. and it's about a week or two's process..
that would be the resent of mine to posses of.
i wish i could do something..
but everything is not within my control..
now i know.. and realize that.. being well known from the top towards the middle class of certain country doesn't help this situation at all..
even the owner or the consultant of certain establishment..
i felt like i'm an ant that walks around on the ground.. where i could be dead just by a simple step on my body..
my truthful wish..
to be an ultimate man, that sets everything right!
Saturday, June 18, 2011
teng teng leng~
it's been awhile.. a fucking long while i haven't update my blog other than the stupid clip of my car accident.
it's past dawn, where i could see the legit sunlight shining softly across the cloudy clouds.
the day before my graduation was the presidential dinner, where as the last function that i would serve and i am done with working at banquet.
As a sommelier, forcing knowledge into my brains is hard because i don't memorize~
thus, during the day itself.
using part of the empty ball room to set up the sommelier station.
study harder for it? HELL NO! spent all of the time, playing, talking, making fun for ppl till they cry.. and that's all.
then end of the service is when all of us, stand up front and talk.
tears and cheers.
memories of the ups and downs.
memories of the arguments we all had, because we cared as a family of banquet.
the graduating seniors! that's the last night..
after that moment, we are all working for our dreams.
no longer knowing when the next meeting we all will meet, but we know facebook we will! =P
oh well well, walking my convoy. errr.. whatever.. not important..
then do something i should do and ya.. nth else..
vegas, orlando and now? i am broke.. hehe
broke broke..
what to do? my fucking lesson..
ya.. no regrets! experience i took it as! *experience is from the wrong decision* (hopefully my last mistake)
ok la.. now.. packing.. organizing.. then what? leaving the USA..
go to where?? MALAYSIAAA lo? here my manglish..
i want to open 1 hawker stall, my budget? 1000 ringgit only..
sell what? pork fried rice! yay~!
how much per plate? 3 ringgit? i think so lo!
aiyo! and study lah of coz.. the revenue for me to study ma. no more money from mummy lo..
sorry and excuse my broken english..
haha.. i am as broke as my broken english..
cheezzz!
peace out!
it's past dawn, where i could see the legit sunlight shining softly across the cloudy clouds.
the day before my graduation was the presidential dinner, where as the last function that i would serve and i am done with working at banquet.
As a sommelier, forcing knowledge into my brains is hard because i don't memorize~
thus, during the day itself.
using part of the empty ball room to set up the sommelier station.
study harder for it? HELL NO! spent all of the time, playing, talking, making fun for ppl till they cry.. and that's all.
then end of the service is when all of us, stand up front and talk.
tears and cheers.
memories of the ups and downs.
memories of the arguments we all had, because we cared as a family of banquet.
the graduating seniors! that's the last night..
after that moment, we are all working for our dreams.
no longer knowing when the next meeting we all will meet, but we know facebook we will! =P
oh well well, walking my convoy. errr.. whatever.. not important..
then do something i should do and ya.. nth else..
vegas, orlando and now? i am broke.. hehe
broke broke..
what to do? my fucking lesson..
ya.. no regrets! experience i took it as! *experience is from the wrong decision* (hopefully my last mistake)
ok la.. now.. packing.. organizing.. then what? leaving the USA..
go to where?? MALAYSIAAA lo? here my manglish..
i want to open 1 hawker stall, my budget? 1000 ringgit only..
sell what? pork fried rice! yay~!
how much per plate? 3 ringgit? i think so lo!
aiyo! and study lah of coz.. the revenue for me to study ma. no more money from mummy lo..
sorry and excuse my broken english..
haha.. i am as broke as my broken english..
cheezzz!
peace out!
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